probably the most random blog ever

why is this blog random? well its cause im currently sitting on top of my washer in the little closet in the hall of my apartment typing this up :) Why am i sitting on my washer in the little closet with the doors shut? cause im doing my friends laundry and she has A TON of laundry so im thinking i can squeeze in all the light colors in one load... well you see its a small washing machine so im having to sit on it to keep it from ripping out of the wall while it spins the clothes inside :) its a nice little massage thats for sure :) but yes i thought i would just share this little thought with all who care to know :)

state results

well i didnt win the overall title but i won talent... again... not that i mind its just that i would like to be known as the girl who can win more than talent lol... the last 3 years whenive competed in state pageant i have won tal ent which makes me happy but now i'd like to step it up to the next level.... anyways state was a lot of fun i did the best i could ( well that i felt i could do ) and thats what counts :) next on the to do list is american idol auditions :)

almost state!!

AHH! State is tomorrow!! well technically i dont compete till saturday but I am going to the 80's party tomorrow and the pj party and just going to watch the other girls compete! Im so excited!!!! For me its not about winning... although that is an added bonus :) Its about having fun, performing, and meeting new friends... Its not about the crown... It about feeling confident in your own skin and showing others that you can do anything you set your mind to! SO WONDERFUL!!!
So lately Ive had this obession with looking at photography... I love looking at pictures by amazing photographers.. for instance I love Zena Holloway... she does amaxing underwater shoots and its so cool!! i wish i could be this amazing photographer cause I love to take picures but im totally one of those girls who just snaps the camera whenever without trying to actually capture something... There are some girls who are my age who are wonderful photographers... Sammi Jeppson (well beardall ) is really good... not going to lie i look at her blog site all the time to see what kind of new projects she is up to.. so sammi if you are reading this i think you are incredible at what you do :)
well thats all for now!! I'll post what happens on saturday!!